Pixie Lott - What U Do :)

Because I'm so in love with this song, I thought I'd put the lyrics up :) - the video is in the blog I posted below this but I'll put it up anyway ^_^


What U Do:
baby baby baby
didnt believe in love at all
went through my days with a wall in place
baby baby baby
thought I'd be stronger on my own
but then you came along and Im changed

yes i feel the butterflies
yes I go all weak inside
hate to admit it but Im hit and
I dont want you to leave my side
used to love all romantic films
now I see you and me in them
say cheesy lines like"I'll be yours if you'll be mine."
this must be love
love what you do to me
oh what you do to me
cant get enough
of what you do to me
oh what you do to me
put your hands up if you feel like this
if your crazy about a guy and its real like this
put your hands up if you feel like this
if your crazy about a girl and its real like this

baby baby baby I've been spraying your cologne on my clothes
have I gone insane?
maybe maybe maybe I was way too cynical
thinking I would never find out Im crazy
Roses used to make me quease
but from you they smell so sweet
hate to admit it but Im hit and
god I even like your feet
never had a boy get me so
your picture's under my pillow
call you all the silly names
my boo my baby cakes

this must be love this must be love
love what you do to me
oh what you do to me
cant get enough
of what you do to me
oh what you do to me
put your hands up if you feel like this
if your crazy about a guy and you feel like this
put your hands up if you feel like this
if your crazy about a girl and its real like this

oh its a shame I was ashamed
embarrased to feel
head over heels
thought love was just fantasy
but now with you
I dont have to hide
you bring me to life
I never knew.... ooooh

if youre crazy about a guy and you feel like this
hey, put your hands up if you feel like this
put your hands up if you feel like this
like this, like this, like this, like this,like this,like this, like this, like this....
this must be love
this must be love
this must be love
look what you do to me
oh what you do to me
cant get enough
of what you do to me
oh what you do to me
put your hands up if you feel like this if your crazy about a guy and it feels like this
put your hands up if you feel like this if your crazy about a girl and you feel like this
like this, like this, like this, like this,like this....

Until next time, Audrey*

PIXIE LOTT!

I LOVE HER !!! SUCH GREAT MUSIC - I'M A FANATIC!!!
And 'cause I'm so nice, I will share her with you if you have not yet heard of her. Don't tell me you've just heard of her song Mama Do 'cause you knowing just one song of hers is CRAP! LOL. If you did not bother researching her yourself when you discovered how good she was, blame your laziness - you're not a true fan ^_^ LOOOL.
Well here it is;








www.pixielott.com/
www.myspace.com/pixiesongs
www.myspace.com/pixielottnews
www.youtube.com/user/pixieofficial
www.twitter.com/pixielottnews

Until next time, Audrey*

"Identity Crisis"

Benjamin Zephaniah's poem 'Knowing Me' and other Post-Colonial Literature has inspired me to post this blog because one of its main themes are identity - and 'cause I'm studying it at English A level.

Who are we? Why do events from decades ago still affect personal views now? Especially when we're living in such a multi-cultural society today. Why is it that some people are still against mixed race babies - no, I'm not just talking about Black and White parents, I'm talking about Asian and White, Oriental and Black etc. Personally, I think they make beautiful babies!

Benjamin Zephaniah's 'Knowing Me' poem emphasises how proud he is to be who he is; Ethiopian and Jamaican. It does not make him "feel lost" neither is he against "sex" with other ethnicities; "diversity is [his] pornography" and he does not need to have an "identity crisis to feel oppressed". Unlike Derek Walcott's poems on slavery, oppression and imprisonment e.g. 'The Castaway' and 'The Almond Trees', Zephaniah takes a more modern approach and reflects the socioety he is living in now to his personal views of things. He does not allow what happened to his ancestors to affect his identity and feels accepted in the world he lives in now.

Zadie Smith's 'White Teeth' also shows the influence of colonialism on individuals. One of my favourite poems are 'A Grain of Wheat' written by Ngugi wa Thiong'o. It's a great poem surrounding the idea of isolation and how it can affect you mentally and psychologically.

Basically, what I'm trying to say is that identity is mostly seen as what your ethnic background is, and it's funny how they have certain categories in those questionnaires you have to fill out. What if you don't entirely just fit in one; like me being Filipino, Japanese and Spanish but living in Britain - where do I tick? I'm not saying I feel lost but it does not feel right to be categorised into just one ethnic background when you belong to more than just one. This forces me to tick "Any other Asian background" - it kind of feels degrading how you're pushed to the side about "other" kmt.

But hey, you still get those immature racist people calling you "Chinese" or whatever. LISTEN. Don't be calling Oriental looking Asians "Chinese" or ask for DVDs when we blaitenly do not look like DVD sellers. You wouldn't like it if I asked you for Curry, a spliff, or asked if you were selling fake Rolex watches so allow stereotyping or doing whatever you're doing thinking you know who we are. Uhhh love, you don't cause you're just a random "it" on road who just can't tell the difference in the type of Oriental Asians you see so BUGGER OFF. The majority of you probably don't take your time fixing up your identity yet are so proud of who you are?! Alright, bigheads and conceited individuals need serious fixing up 'cause you really do not have a say in other people's lives, thinking that you do. Think again.

Until next time, Audrey*

EXAM STRESS!

omg Omg OMG!!!

I haven't posted a blog for a while 'cause I've been trying to avoid certain things to make me focus on Sixth Form stuff but these exams are giving me spotsss loool. Nah on a serious note, I feel nowhere near prepared and 'cause it's affecting me so much, I'm leaving everything to last minute which I know is bad but I tend to concentrate better under time pressure :D
Well wish me luck for these examsss ! ><
This one goes to revision and good sleep :) and for those who have exams to revise for too, GOOD LUCK ^_^ it's never too late to bring your grades up; trust me!
Until next time, Audrey*

WOOO !!!

Drop by my girls' house...

Stupid man trynah talk to us at the station... drunk on SUPERMALT?! =/

At Monument...

On the train there...

and againnn...

At Monument...

still there... lol

Jammin at the bar... FINALLY.

Me and my girrrls :]

and againnn...


Me and one of the bday girls :) - love herrr

Me and the bday girrls...

Me and Best Nessa; also the bday girl :) - no I'm not pissed nor drunk, nor do I have alcohol in my system, I was just really tired that day 'cause I woke up really early from a couple of hours sleep and was awake till 5am...

:)

getting readyyy..

Here it goesss!!

Clubbing babyyy !!! :D

Skankers. - watch my hand in front lol.

Most memorable part of the night - MIGRAINE SKANK!!!

Manna said showww me how you get downnn !!!

BEST NIGHT I HAD IN AGESSS !!!! Didn't get home 'till 4am, got grounded and all sorts... minor, was worth it anyway ^_^ love all the bday girls, thanks for the great night! =]