[verse 1]
baby your pictures still hanging up on my wall ,
and i still get butterflies when i think the way you are ,
there are thoughs of the corners of my mind i remember what it was ,
to be completely in love ,
and then you told me to keep my heart away and start over brand new ,
it wasnt working between us ,
you couldnt love me like i needed you to ,
and there are things that you dont forget , i would give my
life to get in ya head did you know ,
how much i think about you ,
still huh
[chorus]
I betcha ya dont know that your still on my mind ,
I betcha ya dont know that thoughs of you make me cry ,
I know that we moved on , and yes its been so long ,
I betcha ya dont know that , i betcha dont know that.
[Verse 2]
well its hard to belive its still so fresh on my brain ,
somedays how i feel you , when we broke up yesterday ,
and now so many things have changed ,
whos got your heart these days , i wish for you the best of everything ,
but still you dont understand.
Because i never though ill see the day there was no you ,
was like the ending of a sad movie , could'nt get through ,
and there are so many things that you dont know about me ,
still in the morning making coffee got my secraty,
this is what i think about and my thoughs if they came out ,
it would say.
[Chorus]
I betcha ya dont know that your still on my mind ,
I betcha ya dont know that thoughs of you make me cry ,
I know that we moved on , and yes its been so long ,
I betcha ya dont know that i still got ya picture and ill never get over you.
[breakdown]
You though that i was so unmove and you though i didnt care ,
you can still call me , sometime just to say hello ,
i know that you've asume , that im still mad at you ,
that was a memorie , your still apart of me baby if you ever wonder.
[hook]
betcha betcha betcha didnt know ,
betcha betcha betcha didnt know ,( so do you wonder )
( i still think about ya did ya know know ) betcha betcha betcha didnt know it ,
[chorus]
I betcha ya dont know that your still on my mind ,( your still on my mind)
I betcha ya dont know that thoughs of you make me cry ,(hooo , make me make me cry )
I know that we moved on ( moveed on) , and yes its been so long ,( sooo oo long )
I betcha ya dont know that , i betcha ya dont know that.( you dont know that )
I betcha ya dont know that your still on my mind ,( oooo , your still on my mind oo)
I betcha ya dont know that thoughs of you make me cry ,( you know you make me cryyy )
I know that we moved on , and yes its been so long ,(sooo long yeahh)
I betcha ya dont know that , i betcha ya dont know that
Baby your pictures still hanging up on my wall ,
and i still get butterflies hopeing that you might call
But when you fall and break, it's hard to repair yourself again.
It'll be even harder to get back up, if you're in pieces.
That's where I just came from.
I've seen and learnt that it takes time.
Weeks, months, maybe even years to repair the broken pieces of yourself.
Those cracks you find in your foundations, are all insecurities seeping through it. Or maybe even sadness, depression.
Some may notice it, but you won't.
You won't notice how much repairing you need for yourself.
You won't notice how much it's true what they say, you have to love yourself before you learn to love others.
And by doing that, that means getting over your insecurities, your past, your sadness and your depression.
That means finding happiness YOURSELF, not finding someone else to be with to actually make you happy.
No, 'cause when that person leaves you, you're back to your broken self and nothing is actually really solved until you find someone else to "complete" you.
But see, that term is only used, and should only be used if you know that deep down, you ARE incomplete, and you ARE broken.
A real relationship doesn't consist of two broken people, "completing" each other, it should consist of two WHOLE people, putting their insecurities aside to be strong enough together, to actually make it work and pass every trial there is in a relationship without getting hurt as much.
The weak ones don't survive.
And you'll see this in every weak relationship, the more they hurt, the more they'll become weak, then they'll break up and find someone else to "complete" them.
But that's not how it should work.
With every relationship that has broken you, you need time to repair yourself from the damage that has been caused to your heart, your feelings, your emotions.
With every bad thing that happened in your past, you should learn to forgive, forget and learn not to bring it up again and not to allow it to get in the way of your present life, 'cause it could ruin you, your relationship and your friendships.
And you wouldn't realise how it can also lead you to immaturity until it's too late.
If you find that you have been broken into pieces, or damaged, treat yourself.
Find the strength in yourself, the love you have for yourself, to repair the damage that has been caused.
'Cause that will be the only way you can get back up on your feet again.
If you learn to love yourself, the way you want others to love you, you have to earn respect for yourself, for others to respect you too.
And only by doing that, you find your true happiness.
You can sort out the problems with your insecurities and personality along the way.
Just remember to pick up your own pieces, repair them and conceal them, to make you a better you and even stronger, so when you come back up, you come back even higher and happier with yourself and with life.
Life isn't a fairytale, we just gotta live it to the fullest.
With this crazy world we live in,
we can either choose to fit in,
or refuse to;
by looking past the things that go on around you and try to live a normal life.
One of peace, happiness and serenity.
The reason why some only have a few friends is 'cause they only want true friends.
Those who won't lie, bitch or disrespect you in any way.
Those who are there beside you, even if they don't see you as much.
Those who tell you the truth even if it hurts.
But in this world, it's hard to find a genuine friend who won't hurt you at least once from their lies, immoral attitude or whatever you want to call it.
With the crazy decisions people make, there is no putting sense into it, apart from understanding it from their view and living with it.
Whether you accept it or not is your choice.
You gotta learn to soldier it.
With every problem that you're faced with,
you gotta soldier it,
instead of being depressed with it all the time,
help your friends with theirs.
It's just so crazy how this all works.
Behind every smile, are a thousand tears.
But behind this smile, is just an independent girl living her life, trying to live it the right way.
Maybe it's too late to turn my mistakes around.
But I'm living my life the way I want to live it.
The way I should be living it.
Truly happy.
But to survive, I gotta be this soldier girl.
Who fights with her heart just to be able to do the right thing.
'Cause I guess the heart isn't always gonna be right,
and you hurt less listening to your head.
Lost in a world that doesn't always make sense,
but I face it with a smile,
and always forgive so easily and maybe forget.
It's not easy doing this,
and it hurts 'cause they don't realise how much it hurts each time you swallow what they do and simply say "it's ok".
But I guess this is what happens,
when you love them.
Walking down Brick Lane, feel the blue. Winds blowing lightly and I picture you. Sweet Sunday morning, with nothing to do. Love is like a dream, when it's just me and you.
Open my window, sing me a song. Baby can't you see that this is where I belong With your hand in my hand, still feel feel the love Really wish that we could go back to the way that it was.
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger. Oh, but I can't be without you any longer. Everytime I let it go, baby it's you. Nothing compares to you. Nothing compares to you.
Sweet sunday morning, all by myself. Hard love what we've done, when with anyone else. Watch my mascara dripping down. Baby how did we end up like this? Where are you now?
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger. Oh, but I can't be without you any longer. Everytime I let it go, baby it's you. Nothing compares to you. Nothing compares to you.
I'm running fast, as fast as I can, to get you back, just to get you back again. I can not wait, I can not wait, if we can be, we can be us again. I cry at night, cry at night, I'll cry for all the words, all the words I didn't say. Sweet Sundays, sweet Sundays.
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger. Oh, but I can't be without you any longer. Everytime I let it go, baby it's you. Nothing compares to you. Nothing compares to you.
Omd so I discovered these girls on youtube last month and I've jus been mad about this same tune from then. Since I still haven't gotten over it, I thought I'd blog it. =] For the girls who love to party hard and get drunk xD
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
Something I copied: "Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one. The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed. The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing happened. Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going. The one's who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listen to him say how much he loves and misses you... We deserve something more."
Words unspoken from this simply complicated girl who is out of the ordinary, yet boxed up in her own emotions creating a world of her own that not many understand.
