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I'm leaving some posts here but won't be using this one anymore.
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Much loveee <3
Until next time, Audrey*
Friday, 14 May 2010
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Don't break.
When you fall down, get back up, even stronger.
But when you fall and break, it's hard to repair yourself again.
It'll be even harder to get back up, if you're in pieces.
That's where I just came from.
I've seen and learnt that it takes time.
Weeks, months, maybe even years to repair the broken pieces of yourself.
Those cracks you find in your foundations, are all insecurities seeping through it. Or maybe even sadness, depression.
Some may notice it, but you won't.
You won't notice how much repairing you need for yourself.
You won't notice how much it's true what they say, you have to love yourself before you learn to love others.
And by doing that, that means getting over your insecurities, your past, your sadness and your depression.
That means finding happiness YOURSELF, not finding someone else to be with to actually make you happy.
No, 'cause when that person leaves you, you're back to your broken self and nothing is actually really solved until you find someone else to "complete" you.
But see, that term is only used, and should only be used if you know that deep down, you ARE incomplete, and you ARE broken.
A real relationship doesn't consist of two broken people, "completing" each other, it should consist of two WHOLE people, putting their insecurities aside to be strong enough together, to actually make it work and pass every trial there is in a relationship without getting hurt as much.
The weak ones don't survive.
And you'll see this in every weak relationship, the more they hurt, the more they'll become weak, then they'll break up and find someone else to "complete" them.
But that's not how it should work.
With every relationship that has broken you, you need time to repair yourself from the damage that has been caused to your heart, your feelings, your emotions.
With every bad thing that happened in your past, you should learn to forgive, forget and learn not to bring it up again and not to allow it to get in the way of your present life, 'cause it could ruin you, your relationship and your friendships.
And you wouldn't realise how it can also lead you to immaturity until it's too late.
If you find that you have been broken into pieces, or damaged, treat yourself.
Find the strength in yourself, the love you have for yourself, to repair the damage that has been caused.
'Cause that will be the only way you can get back up on your feet again.
If you learn to love yourself, the way you want others to love you, you have to earn respect for yourself, for others to respect you too.
And only by doing that, you find your true happiness.
You can sort out the problems with your insecurities and personality along the way.
Just remember to pick up your own pieces, repair them and conceal them, to make you a better you and even stronger, so when you come back up, you come back even higher and happier with yourself and with life.
Life isn't a fairytale, we just gotta live it to the fullest.
But when you fall and break, it's hard to repair yourself again.
It'll be even harder to get back up, if you're in pieces.
That's where I just came from.
I've seen and learnt that it takes time.
Weeks, months, maybe even years to repair the broken pieces of yourself.
Those cracks you find in your foundations, are all insecurities seeping through it. Or maybe even sadness, depression.
Some may notice it, but you won't.
You won't notice how much repairing you need for yourself.
You won't notice how much it's true what they say, you have to love yourself before you learn to love others.
And by doing that, that means getting over your insecurities, your past, your sadness and your depression.
That means finding happiness YOURSELF, not finding someone else to be with to actually make you happy.
No, 'cause when that person leaves you, you're back to your broken self and nothing is actually really solved until you find someone else to "complete" you.
But see, that term is only used, and should only be used if you know that deep down, you ARE incomplete, and you ARE broken.
A real relationship doesn't consist of two broken people, "completing" each other, it should consist of two WHOLE people, putting their insecurities aside to be strong enough together, to actually make it work and pass every trial there is in a relationship without getting hurt as much.
The weak ones don't survive.
And you'll see this in every weak relationship, the more they hurt, the more they'll become weak, then they'll break up and find someone else to "complete" them.
But that's not how it should work.
With every relationship that has broken you, you need time to repair yourself from the damage that has been caused to your heart, your feelings, your emotions.
With every bad thing that happened in your past, you should learn to forgive, forget and learn not to bring it up again and not to allow it to get in the way of your present life, 'cause it could ruin you, your relationship and your friendships.
And you wouldn't realise how it can also lead you to immaturity until it's too late.
If you find that you have been broken into pieces, or damaged, treat yourself.
Find the strength in yourself, the love you have for yourself, to repair the damage that has been caused.
'Cause that will be the only way you can get back up on your feet again.
If you learn to love yourself, the way you want others to love you, you have to earn respect for yourself, for others to respect you too.
And only by doing that, you find your true happiness.
You can sort out the problems with your insecurities and personality along the way.
Just remember to pick up your own pieces, repair them and conceal them, to make you a better you and even stronger, so when you come back up, you come back even higher and happier with yourself and with life.
Life isn't a fairytale, we just gotta live it to the fullest.
Friday, 19 February 2010
Soldier Girl.
With this crazy world we live in,
we can either choose to fit in,
or refuse to;
by looking past the things that go on around you and try to live a normal life.
One of peace, happiness and serenity.
The reason why some only have a few friends is 'cause they only want true friends.
Those who won't lie, bitch or disrespect you in any way.
Those who are there beside you, even if they don't see you as much.
Those who tell you the truth even if it hurts.
But in this world, it's hard to find a genuine friend who won't hurt you at least once from their lies, immoral attitude or whatever you want to call it.
With the crazy decisions people make, there is no putting sense into it, apart from understanding it from their view and living with it.
Whether you accept it or not is your choice.
You gotta learn to soldier it.
With every problem that you're faced with,
you gotta soldier it,
instead of being depressed with it all the time,
help your friends with theirs.
It's just so crazy how this all works.
Behind every smile, are a thousand tears.
But behind this smile, is just an independent girl living her life, trying to live it the right way.
Maybe it's too late to turn my mistakes around.
But I'm living my life the way I want to live it.
The way I should be living it.
Truly happy.
But to survive, I gotta be this soldier girl.
Who fights with her heart just to be able to do the right thing.
'Cause I guess the heart isn't always gonna be right,
and you hurt less listening to your head.
Lost in a world that doesn't always make sense,
but I face it with a smile,
and always forgive so easily and maybe forget.
It's not easy doing this,
and it hurts 'cause they don't realise how much it hurts each time you swallow what they do and simply say "it's ok".
But I guess this is what happens,
when you love them.
we can either choose to fit in,
or refuse to;
by looking past the things that go on around you and try to live a normal life.
One of peace, happiness and serenity.
The reason why some only have a few friends is 'cause they only want true friends.
Those who won't lie, bitch or disrespect you in any way.
Those who are there beside you, even if they don't see you as much.
Those who tell you the truth even if it hurts.
But in this world, it's hard to find a genuine friend who won't hurt you at least once from their lies, immoral attitude or whatever you want to call it.
With the crazy decisions people make, there is no putting sense into it, apart from understanding it from their view and living with it.
Whether you accept it or not is your choice.
You gotta learn to soldier it.
With every problem that you're faced with,
you gotta soldier it,
instead of being depressed with it all the time,
help your friends with theirs.
It's just so crazy how this all works.
Behind every smile, are a thousand tears.
But behind this smile, is just an independent girl living her life, trying to live it the right way.
Maybe it's too late to turn my mistakes around.
But I'm living my life the way I want to live it.
The way I should be living it.
Truly happy.
But to survive, I gotta be this soldier girl.
Who fights with her heart just to be able to do the right thing.
'Cause I guess the heart isn't always gonna be right,
and you hurt less listening to your head.
Lost in a world that doesn't always make sense,
but I face it with a smile,
and always forgive so easily and maybe forget.
It's not easy doing this,
and it hurts 'cause they don't realise how much it hurts each time you swallow what they do and simply say "it's ok".
But I guess this is what happens,
when you love them.
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Hold Me In Your Arms.
Watching the world float on by
I can say I'm alright
Watching the sun light the moon
As the day turns to night
And he says
"Don't you know I love you,
Don't you know you're beautiful"
He says
"Everyday is special,
you have made me believe"
Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me in your arms
Dreaming of soft cotton clouds
I feel close to you now
Dreaming of candy and chocolate
All the bad girls not allowed
And he says as he thinks I'm sleeping
He whispers "Girl, you are the one,
Never thought I could feel this way,
Girl, you made me believe"
Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me in your arms
Though I'm a little scared
That all the times we shared
Almost too perfect to ever last
And when I'm lying here
And you are holding me
I know the fear in me will pass
Hold me
Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me, hold me
Hold me in your arms
Hold me in your arms
'Cause I'm falling
Hold me in your arms
While we're sleeping
Hold me, hold me, hold me in your arms
The Way The World Works.
Gimme just a little break
Ain't no more that I can take
I am asking for the planets to align
Calling on the universe
Maybe once, just put me first
Gimme what I need or give a little sign
Nothing plays out like it should
And nothing does me any good
'Cause I'm missing you, it's making me cry
Ooh, I know it's turning
Inside I'm burning...
I'm so tired of the way the world works
I'm so tired of the way the world works
They conspire trying to keep this apart
Nothing ventured, nothing gained
I don't mind a little pain
But enough's enough
But does the heart grow fonder?
Will I wait here on ya?
Baby, how much longer?
Ooh, I know it's turning
All I am learning is...
I'm so tired of the way the world works
I'm so tired of the way the world works
They conspire trying to keep this apart
There's so much in life that's undecided
There's so much to avoid, let's not invite it
And only so much you can control
What are the voices that try and tease us
I wish the voices would just release us
I haven't seen you in forever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, baby
(Hey, hey, gimme just a little break, hey, hey, ain't no more that I can take, hey, hey)
They're trying to keep us apart
I'm so tired of the way the world works
I'm so tired of the way the world works
They conspire trying to keep this apart
I'm so tired of the way the world works
I'm so tired of the way the world works
They conspire trying to keep this apart
Nothing Compares.
Walking down Brick Lane, feel the blue.
Winds blowing lightly and I picture you.
Sweet Sunday morning, with nothing to do.
Love is like a dream, when it's just me and you.
Open my window, sing me a song.
Baby can't you see that this is where I belong
With your hand in my hand, still feel feel the love
Really wish that we could go back to the way that it was.
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger.
Oh, but I can't be without you any longer.
Everytime I let it go, baby it's you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Sweet sunday morning, all by myself.
Hard love what we've done, when with anyone else.
Watch my mascara dripping down.
Baby how did we end up like this? Where are you now?
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger.
Oh, but I can't be without you any longer.
Everytime I let it go, baby it's you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
I'm running fast, as fast as I can, to get you back, just to get you back again.
I can not wait, I can not wait, if we can be, we can be us again.
I cry at night, cry at night, I'll cry for all the words, all the words I didn't say.
Sweet Sundays, sweet Sundays.
They say if it doesn't kill you it'll make you stronger.
Oh, but I can't be without you any longer.
Everytime I let it go, baby it's you.
Nothing compares to you.
Nothing compares to you.
Thursday, 24 December 2009
Say It.
Just thought to post this up 'cause this song always gets me..
They don't make slow jams like this anymore =(
my love just goes on and on and on...
They don't make slow jams like this anymore =(
my love just goes on and on and on...
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
Paradiso Girls - Patron Tequila.
Omd so I discovered these girls on youtube last month and I've jus been mad about this same tune from then.
Since I still haven't gotten over it, I thought I'd blog it. =]
For the girls who love to party hard and get drunk xD
Since I still haven't gotten over it, I thought I'd blog it. =]
For the girls who love to party hard and get drunk xD
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
Something I copied:
"Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed.
The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.
The one's who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listen to him say how much he loves and misses you... We deserve something more."
"Here's to all the girls who used to be his number one.
The ones who waited all night for him to call, only to check the caller ID the next morning and be disappointed.
The ones who made it through that bitter break up, dried your own tears, moved on with your life, only to have him walk back in it months later like nothing happened.
Those of you who cried on the first day you talked again because you knew exactly where this phone call was going.
The one's who listened to him say, "I only want to be your friend", one day, and the next, listen to him say how much he loves and misses you... We deserve something more."
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
...But I'm Dying.
now momma said "you can't take love for granted you better keep him 'cause he's the best you've had" thought the grass was greener and if you leave me, i'ma be right there. who's hurting who? (yeah) you hurting you when you don't think about what you say, you let your pride push love away.
and when you need someone, who's gonna love you down? you don't want just anyone who's been around the town. promised that forever we'd be together but that arguement was the last thing we said.
Chorus:
and i can't eat, i can't sleep, playing back those memories. when i was there, you were here standing right in front of me. you're out of my life. for now i'll try to play cool on you, but i'm dying.
ooh ooh ooh oohhhh ooh ooh ooh but i'm dying without you
and i cry when i look at your picture, or hear the sound of your voice on my voicemail. i want to touch, want to feel you. i want to go back because it hurts like hell.
who's fooling who? i guess i'll play the fool. i'll push my ego out the way, there's so much that we need to say.
'cause when you're all alone who's gonna love you down? and it's been so long, we need to work it out. i know i'll go crazy without my baby. i won't be right until i see you again.
and i can't eat, i can't sleep, playing back those memories. when i was there, you were here standing right in front of me. you're out of my life. for now i'll try to play cool on you, but i'm dying.
ooh ooh ooh oohhhh ooh ooh ooh but i'm dying without you
oooooohhhhhhhh, said i'm dying without you
oooooohhhhhhhh, i'm dying without you
oooooohhhhhhhh, don't know what to do ... i can't ... said i'm dying
ooh ooh ooh oohhhh ooh ooh ooh you're out of my life, for now i'll try to play cool on you
oh and, alright alright
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