Wednesday 15 April 2009

Love Hurts!

"Why do we love Love, when Love seems to hate us?" - wise words from Jazmine Sullivan there; you gotta love it!
At first, Love is such a great feeling, one of the most amazing feelings you'll ever feel. The greatest feeling you'll ever have while you're alive and what some people believe we were put on Earth for; to find love and to be loved. Course you hear about happily ever after fairytales while you're young, and as a teenager you seem to see these couples who are madly in love and look like they'll never fall apart but there are concepts to relationships which make them last. No there isn't such thing as a perfect couple or perfect love 'cause perfect is only a concept in our mind or imagination which make believes there is something which possibly can reflect those fairytales. I was once told that, "there is no one who's perfect, you can only be perfect in someone else's eyes" which is true because we all have different interpretations of the meaning of perfect. After a while, Love doesn't seem to be all happy and as exciting as it used to be because mistakes are made, arguments caused and things said that can only be wished to be taken back, cannot. Love isn't only able to make us smile and laugh, it is also able to make us hurt, cry and do the craziest things. The main question of this all is, how much are you willing to get hurt for the person you love the most? Would you get hurt over and over again just to be with them? Or would you let them go 'cause you can't take the pain no more?
Through the past couple of years, I've had my share of different types of love, lust, infatuation, whatever you wanna call it... The pain is so bad that I hardly cry anymore. I've been hit with so many blows that I've lost all my energy to shout when I'm angry. I'm not bothered to shout no more, instead I take a breather, allow it to sink in and move on from it no matter how long it would take. Shouting takes up so much energy there really isn't any point in it anymore when you know mistakes will just be made over and over again to hurt you. When I do cry, they're only silent tears, tears no one needs to hear, tears which are only kept to myself 'cause I'm still learning how to be stronger than I already am.
Okay, so I'm still learning and I got a long way to go but if you were to ask me how much I'm willing to get hurt just to be with the person I love and who feels the same way towards me, I'd tell you "I'd get hurt over and over again just to be with them or without them. I'd get hurt over and over again just so they can be happy, and in turn, I'll be happy knowing they are too."
Until next time, Audrey*

5 comments:

  1. =']

    written from my one & only role model
    words of a an intelligent woman
    <3

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  2. id get hurt over and over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over n over again (LOL) for that one person i trully love cause u cant help the fact that you are in love with them and theres nuin you can do to change that.
    i gotta say auds i love this blogg one of my favourites! your the man! haah
    this made me get all teary but i didnt cry tho lol

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  3. hahahahahaha im not the "man you shouldah jus said "woman" ¬¬" LOOOOL. gayyy. but yea this is my fav blog as well. love hurts but it also makes us happy..blurghh !lol

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  4. "how much are you willing to get hurt for the person you love the most? Would you get hurt over and over again just to be with them? Or would you let them go 'cause you can't take the pain no more?"

    that bit did it for me ...sigh*

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